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lyrics
Intro:
How y’all doing out there? I’d like to thank you for your purchase. Or should I say… thank you for accepting this gift. Yea.
Verse 1:
How different the world would be if someone died
We didn’t cry, instead we got happy
How different you think we’d be
If there was no slavery, and white people’s hair was nappy
I don’t really know but I know I never will
All I know that in this world sometimes it don’t feel real
Like hearing that the homie’s mom died
While I’m sitting here calling my mom’s a bitch
Why I deserve mine?
Chorus:
Seem like God doesn’t care, he ain’t there
F*ck fear, I ain’t scared, because life is not fair
It seem like God doesn’t care, he aint there
F*ck fear, I ain’t scared, because life is not fair
Verse 2:
If everything bad makes us happy
Then why the fuck do y’all keep sayin that God is good
Because you should and y’all nigga’s scared to think
Like a gun pointed at you, nigga scared to blink, Don’t Miss, Don’t Miss
All you nigga’s thinkin that you’re missing out
You think I’m great well that’s what the fuck you’re right about
But you don’t know that I’m hated because of what I write about
Depending on the day I can’t even walk in my momma’s house
You know I’m out, ya but you don’t know I’m fucked up in the head
Most the time I’m alive I’m wishing that I was dead
I need some meds, ya, give me some of that government drug
The kind of drug you don’t ever get off of
Chorus:
Same + Humming
Hold on… What the Fuck
Verse 3:
Yo, Yo what you lookin at nigga?
Yea I talk to myself but why you listen nigga?
Yea I walk by myself but why you follow nigga?
Yea I got a girl but sometimes I don’t remember
I’m a sinner, I’m a winner, I’m a loser all in one
Different in each eye, depends on what you’re looking from
Some call me dumb, never mind only been called dumb by my mom
She use to kick my brother out, I felt like I was the only son, No I ain’t done
Ya nigga, better keep on walking
Preacher say “Stop cursing” and I say “F*ckin f*ckin”
You don’t want to f*ck, with a nigga like like me
Cuz the chances he is sane is unlikely
I got the soul of a demon
They say I’m possessed but that ain’t what the fuck I’m meaning, I’m steaming
For nothing I’m feeling like I’m fiending
Reality is crazy so imagine what I’m dreaming
Bitch
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